Newlyweds Jay and Adriana had a happy marriage and a spectacular sex life—until tragedy struck. Jay spent a year recuperating while Adriana worked as a chef to pay their bills. Though he’s made nearly a full recovery, some aspects of their intimate play will never be the same. It’s a small price to pay, all things considered.
When a long struggle with the insurance company results in an overdue payout Jay has a plan. He’ll take some of it and hire a high-end rent boy who specializes in sexual dominance as a gift for Adriana.
Paul is the handsome stranger they choose…and the one who changes everything.
Watching Jay, Adriana, and Paul fall in love is awesome but when the shit hits the fan, look out.
- Protagonists of color written by a woman of color, which I am forever and will always be here for.
- Paul is white while Jay and Adriana are Latinx and it’s a cross-cultural reality without becoming a focus or sticking point. There are other people of color represented, and Jay and Paul are bisexual.
- Man, the sex is hot. If you like domination, bondage, and people pushing their boundaries this is for you.
- All of the main characters relationships are well developed and rang true for me. Jay and Adriana are married and solid, Jay and Paul are attracted to each other but Paul has to be careful not to go full Dom on him, and Paul and Adrianna have a more classic Dom/sub relationship. All three of these pairings get scenes of their own, as well as the triad as a whole.
- I thought that Paul’s work as an escort might squick me out but he is professional and has thought through all the pros, cons, and risks in such a way that I can nod my head and think, ‘yup, makes sense, works for him, alright’.
- While I’m no expert it looks like Ames has done her research, portraying on social work, life as a sous chef, and the legal/practical challenges of becoming a triad in believable ways.
This gets you through the first two-thirds or so, and I was really digging it. But then.
- When the shit hits the fan it keeps going. In the extended synopsis it’s hinted that Paul’s past would catch up with him, and it does. It’s not pretty, but I’m okay with it. But then another character gets in a situation and comes to bodily harm. Like, you need to go to the hospital for surgery and there’s going to be a court case bodily harm. It was too much for me, and I’m not sure the story needed that much conflict to get where it was going. I still have a bit of whiplash from it.
If you’re into triads and BDSM this is an easy recommend, just know that ending will get worse – much worse – before it gets better.